The following quote jumped out at me the other day.
"Every accomplishment starts with the decision to try."
That quote sums up what happened last Sunday in Lautaro.
Believe me...I was nervous. I couldn't believe I was going to get up in front of a congregation and say something in another language. A rookie missionary NEVER feels fully ready linguistically. If they say they are, they are deceiving themselves and you.
Sometime I just want to curl up in a corner and not talk to anybody. It takes work to engage your brain in another language. Everything in my being is screaming for me to delay the inevitable. The inevitable is really trying. I had to get to a point (with the Lord's help) to make a decision to try. So in the adult SS class, that's what I did...tried to do my best at reading a prepared written manuscript.
My theme for SS was Being Transformed in the Image of God. Overall, it went ok. Errors were made, but the people understood me and were patient (and at times, probably amused). It was a bit frustrating to not be able to look at people during the lesson, due to the fact I read the whole lesson.
The lesson ended earlier than the allotted time, so Kristi was asked to give her testimony and share a few things about our family. She did a wonderful job, of course, since she is fluent and waltzes in and out of complex verb tenses and sentence constructions like how Tiger Woods puts golf balls anywhere he aims on the golf course.We will be going up to Lautaro again this coming Sunday. It looks like I will be preaching on the 1st and 2nd Sunday of June and July. We will probably not go up to Lautaro during the month of August, because of Kristi's due date.
Thank you all who have been praying for our family and this Lautaro ministry. God is Good. There is so much to learn and there is so much to do here in the ministry. We need God's wisdom and discernment.
3 comments:
Thank you for doing the Lord's work in Chile. Don't doubt your abilities and don't let your confidence flag, for "greater is He that is in you, than he that is in the world." Your Berean church family is praying for you.
Ahhh.... we feel your "pain." Dan preached for the first time in French last Sunday too. He had led the Wednesday night Bible study once a couple of weeks before which has its own challenges since it is informal and there is interaction so he has to understand what others are saying and reply outside of his notes, but Sunday preaching being more "formal" (not like in the States formal) has its challenges too. I was proud of him for being willing to get up there and do his best. It has been an interesting journey with tutoring rather than language school, but God has enabled Dan to progress fairly quickly. Praise the Lord for using both of you even as new missionaries.
i miss chilean food
-ang-
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